1) Sometimes

If I was to ever disagree, I would get it half as bad
It's like my life isn't mine, and everything I do is never right
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind, need to go and hide
Cut off from life where no one can see me.

Next time I come out of my hiding place, the world will be blunt
If I'm to be sarcastic, I would get pushed and shoved
Losing a battle no one can win]
No one to defend me, to save me from my mess

That life I created I have left it behind, I'll make a lie
Misguide you to believe and respect me
Tell me you care, and then go leave me, just say you never meant a thing
And I'll be happy.

So sing if you think you've loved
If you miss someone you was close to
To the moment your heart stopped
To when she shut the door and never came back

Take my heart and never give it back, I don't have time for your games
Send it back in the post, I'll mend it when I get home
If I make it back in one piece, stumbling through the door on my knees
People wonder what's been up lately, it's not nice, they don't care
They just need someone there for them, selfish is what people are
If they were to listen, this would not be happening]

In a way I should thank them, in a way they made me
Making everything get to the point of self distruck
To the point I can't spell a single word right
I've changed I get it, but you're the one
You're th one who refuses, to fight, to fight
For us.