Friday, 6 July 2012

Another

We move from one to the other, sitting in silence, words are lost, and my mind is stolen.
Have you ever questioned yourself, to the point where you're not sure?
Thought enough, and doubted it all?

I know it's not happy, and this isn't true, I'm just not sure what else to do
It's like "My brain says no, but my heart says yes" and I'm just a total mess
Awkwardness was where we hit, and I don't know if I should just quit. I need a sign
Or wait it out, what's the point... I ask myself.

Saturday, 19 May 2012

Lies Of Perfection

What was perfect, ends on lies
And for a change, I am innocent
You looked in my eyes, and stole my heart, the perfect crime
No time to shout for help, I'll be coming with you
Tomorrow is just another day with you by my side
Tomorrow is just s free ride, with your hand in mine

As the night falls, you turn to me, whisper sweet nothings as I fall down hard
Look back to see if I'm dreaming, oh you commited the perfect crime
Maybe it's my fault for allowing the lies, maybe it's my fault.
I'll be stood in silence waiting for you, waiting for the day you come

I'll be waiting here, right where you left me
Broken, bruised, heart's in a coffin.
Boady like stone, minds lost control, I wanted to go home, I wanted to go home

You are perfection, they are lies
they'll make us, break us, and drown us tonight
You are the world, they are lies
Tell me it's not finished, over, end of everything

We saw everything through one pair of eyes, not a fucker to stop us, not even the sky
We had it all, what we could see, not a chance to lose it, no one to believe
To think it was gone, by some human disease, no person in sight, not one goes by
And it was my fault as I let her go, 
Pushed her, Pushed her, just No! NO!

You are perfection, they are lies
they'll make us, break us, and drown us tonight
You are the world, they are lies
Tell me it's not finished, over, end of everything

Thursday, 10 May 2012

1) Sometimes

If I was to ever disagree, I would get it half as bad
It's like my life isn't mine, and everything I do is never right
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind, need to go and hide
Cut off from life where no one can see me.

Next time I come out of my hiding place, the world will be blunt
If I'm to be sarcastic, I would get pushed and shoved
Losing a battle no one can win]
No one to defend me, to save me from my mess

That life I created I have left it behind, I'll make a lie
Misguide you to believe and respect me
Tell me you care, and then go leave me, just say you never meant a thing
And I'll be happy.

So sing if you think you've loved
If you miss someone you was close to
To the moment your heart stopped
To when she shut the door and never came back

Take my heart and never give it back, I don't have time for your games
Send it back in the post, I'll mend it when I get home
If I make it back in one piece, stumbling through the door on my knees
People wonder what's been up lately, it's not nice, they don't care
They just need someone there for them, selfish is what people are
If they were to listen, this would not be happening]

In a way I should thank them, in a way they made me
Making everything get to the point of self distruck
To the point I can't spell a single word right
I've changed I get it, but you're the one
You're th one who refuses, to fight, to fight
For us.